It is end of month again, the last blog is still early June... I haven't be at net at this time for a long~~~time, so i'm thinking i am getting old...

today's work really drive me crazy, lots of things come to me at same time... the manager is out of office today, and it is so hard to handle everything at one time. when i went home, i just feel so tired and i just want to give me a little sweet, so i brought myself a really expensive chocolate, which caused me almost 10 yuan! i think i shouldn't be so luxurious to myself, it make me feel guilty... what i am done every day is just work, and go home, and watch TV, and go to sleep... it is begin more and more boring, but i don't know if i have enough energy to change it. i think i am still not ready to accept a guy come into my life, may be i am not ready to separate my time to him... i would like to spend my time rather than watching situation comedy.

a few days ago, i spend two night finished 19 chapter of Heroes what i have down loaded. and now i am starting to see veronica mars again. i am so attarcted to this young girl, who is so strong and smart, although some times she shows the face of little girl, weak and helpless, but anyway she can solve those problems finally. that is why i like she more. some time i wish i can be the girl as she. strong enough and handle everything that come to my life...

i think i should start to study hard on my english from now on, cause i hate that feelings can't speak out what i am thinking...

ohh...it is hard to believe i fininshed the bolg finally, i used to write some before but give up at the end...so congratulate to me~

 

by the way, i change the songs again, never again from kelly clarkson, enjoy it~

很久没有换歌了，想换个歌也算换换环境，但是今天换了几次都没有成功，不想管它了，也许又是MSN的让人伤脑筋的服务造成的，把想换得歌歌词放上来，如果听不到，就看看歌词吧，呵呵，孙燕姿的，需要你

那天晚上
望着海洋
想了很久
才想清楚
是我不安
是我无法摆脱寂寞

放下自己
忘了失去
我不再是
你的唯一
一片寂静
只剩下海潮的声音

明明不在
我学会忍耐
一个人我应该

需要你
又逃不开
让脑袋游在
充满你模糊的
想象里

明明不在
我学会忍耐
一个人曾想过
放弃
都明明需要你
却还犹豫不定